Forgettable

I opened the door, the cat, yes! Exactly the same cat was sitting on the small parking lot next to a car, as if it was waiting for me! I haven't seen the cat for whole year, yet it remembers the door, but the cat didn't recognise me obviously, didn't approach me as last year. It doesn't matter, I got a reason to grab one or two cat food when I do groceries. Why though? Did anyone or anything read my mind? It's magical! I'm shocked. This surprise really melted my heart, I smiled like a fool. Thank you for hearing my mind! Something truly exists! No collar on the cat. Cat is free!

When you are on the way at night, always remember to zip your coat, sis, even though the t-shirt inside is full of dirt, dust, liquid. If the safe distance from dogs is two meters, then the one for human is two hundred meters. I ain't kidding.

Another 22:30, 0°C wind, oily face gleamed in the dim street light. Passed by the 24h underground bar, less smokers at the entrance. Almost reached the traffic light.  Another shadow approached the walking me to stare at me for a second, keep walking faster, didn't even move my eye balls to look back. The shadow walked away. My oily face shone like a sun? Am I an animal in those filthy eyes? What the fuck to look at? One step closer, I can guarantee that the blue knife in the bag has no eyes. 

All the snow on the ground has been gone for two days.  The pain in my left chest has not gone as I expected after two days.

I gently place my appreciation on that high-intensity ground coffee I bought yesterday, for bestowing me the time to be here. Soluble coffee is a joke, coffee plus sugar is a joke, coffee plus milk is a joke, coffee plus cream is a joke, coffee plus milk chocolate is a joke, drinking coffee but not for keeping awake is a joke.

Pouring snow, outside the bus stop. Across the road, a 333 emerges, it stops on the road for three seconds for me to see clearly the TE beside 333. A brown Volkswagen SUV.   I've never asked for signs even in the darkest days. But my exclusive sign-sender is incredibly active and hardworking. Thanks for the notes, angel (s).