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Horse

Sunny Monday morning, hiemal mid autumn. A newstand next to the bus stop, some horse behind the small glass, and 2026. The same colour corner, I've seen rabbits, dragons, snakes. They say the older you get, the earlier the first cold day will hit . I'm still confused how age and the natural temperature are aligned. Nevertheless, I love cold days, maybe I'm clinging to the brief safety given by the hood of my coat. Only in shivery days, I long to do something that feels warm, like, hot cocoa (in an ideal life with a huge TV and a couch, the crackling fireplace...), crochet stuff. The red I chose last year is waiting for me to get it done. But I'm not as sure as the moment we discussed the shades of red, about whether the receiver will get it someday or not.  Have I learned to suppress my idealism and my hope to be purely practical from inside out? Hey, have you learned? Should I learn? Necessary to learn?  Horse arrives, so is success.

Survival

is waking up at 5:30 in the morning, stuffing the stomach with cold food while standing, closing eyes whilst sipping the hot espresso at 8:08. Survival for the fittest, as they said.

Stupidité

It's a basic right to be silly. Feel free to be silly. Can be silly once, twice, third time, 4th time... But it's too much to bear if I sense stupidity in every sentence. Yet feel free to live a luxury rich silly life, I'm not in, not anymore.

Fate

Fate might be Fake. Love it as much as a fate can destinate, but I've gotta say bye.  If it's tiring I don't want it, simple as that. No matter how perfectly it looks according to the law of fate.  My feelings matter as well.

Dots

Remember the first call? Midnight, meadow, leaf. Brief silence. "Come here." You said, suddenly. Dots are being generated, more, more dots.   To You.

Red Flag

If you live long enough, you look back the journey you've been through, you'd find some intriguing rules, which works personally. 23, white BMW, X 24, orange BMW, X 33,  metallic black BMW, X Run, run, run. For some peace of mind.