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things. What were those things you didn't think about if I haven't asked those questions in my own unique way? That the masks were too thick? That making it tangible in real life? That turning the probability to 1? That you shouldn't have been silent for the whole year? That you regret casually swiping right at me at 4 a.m. like every other nights?

The tone you talk about the little or big stuff in life reminds me of that screenshot of two unpolished paragraphs you sent me twice nervously and clumsily—the last time we saw each other. Words are much more calmer than verbal expressions. Fret not, babe. I wanna hold your don't-know-where-to- put hand and place it on my chest control button then give you the face-to-face data transfer.

What did you say and why did you send it separately to me? Time has been long enough to erase my memory. All I can remember, is, that, you said "No, I don't..." How I wish to recover data from that old broken phone.

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