Forgettable

I'm so exhausted that I want to cry, as if the water dropped from the eyes can wash away all the tiredness.  However, even my eyes are too tired to drop anything.   I wished someone texted me a playlist for me to breathe better by hearing it. But I know it's the same moment when I was in high school, wishing someone could see me drowning in the condensed darkness but no one would see or come. I just walked away, all alone. And continue walking until I left everything behind knowing that nobody really cared.  Thank you, words, Now the water is dropping off my eyes, I can stand up and feel nothing again. 

The place where I was from has vanished from the world our eyes can see. So, I can't answer that question. They all stopped at that point. Back then, if I stopped at the same question you asked me like I always do, would we still meet each other in this life? Would you avoid this prison that you can't escape? Would you skip the grief that you didn't have to experience?  This time, where are you from?

"No one, I say, no one, no one knows spring better than I do. I only sprout in spring, the sweaty heating in winter can't fool me to reach myself out an inch." Said the potato.

They praise spring for the buds, the flowers, the chirp chirp inside the nests... But in some internal corners, the intense fluctuations were barely seen or heard. Everything will be alright, spring will pass, summer will come, eventually.

Just text me if you really miss me or just wanna know what's going on in my mind.  What's the point to see the not-updated website again and again, the site can't chat to you like an AI.  Maybe you're pursuing the ascetic traits, the endurance, the more suffering and void you face the more alive you feel. Like, pain is what I'm living for, headache is the only way for you to take a break from the numbness?  O, P, q, my love, I want to love you but you can't accept that love. I still remember the day I cried like crazy when I realised you needed to end it and the pain under my chest.  They say a couple should definitely visit a temple together once, if they break up after the visit, don't feel bad for it because you're protected. If no break up then the next step is to consider the long-term commitment.  We've visited a temple the first day we communicated in another language. I, you on my palms, we were in a temple. Is it counted as we are still toge...

The sunlight is so warm, I want to sprout, so I sprout. Hahaha, how cute our little heads are, look at us.  I heard plants surrounded by snow piles saying that to me in the weirdly scorching morning.

Me too. Mountainside,  topless, bottomless, with you, desperately. Being alone is boring, we found each other, we have each other, solitude shall say bye bye from our dictionary. Intertwine, integrate, stick together, our atoms will always find each other even the universe bangs again.